Problem Problems Probs...and more?

Have you ever been compared to another person? I mean ALL the time. I don't know about you, but I'm pretty much in that situation. I feel like I can't be classified as...just me,myself. I'm always compared to some other person. Some of you might know what the heck I'm talking about & who the person I'm mentioning. I don't have a problem with the person, I have a problem with being compared with her & anyone else. It's ohkay if they don't say these things all the time and just once in a while but this a LOT. It has nothing to do with jealousy(since for me, I like the individual type of thing: unique & being myself).It's annoying, I'm hearing it almost everywhere and you have no idea how much I hate that. I don't show my true feelings or expressions on the outside but if I did, it wouldn't be good.I even notice that people would pick her or me over one of us. What are we, some freakin identical items for you to pick?!! This has something to do with being put down by others as well. Being put down about anything such as academically, looks,fashion,style,etc, is just simply annoying. And some things aren't meant to be said out loud. I'm just me, who I am. People classify me as someone's that just like her. What ever happened to individuality? That always lingered in my mind. On the outside, sure, to you people I look like her by 10% but personality wise, DIFFERENT. I know, I'm hype. I don't mind to be her so-called "twin"!! It's just the words that come out of people's mouth...it needs to stop.

I notice I get to school on time which is good but it's not early enough. I mean that 1st period started already when I get there. And I miss Biology Pre-class assignments which would hurt my grade even though test scores are awesome.
I hate...Algebra 2. I get confused and lose track of new problems and crap. It always happens when it comes to math type of things but it's funny that I'm not that bad with scientic notations. Tomorrow I have a test. I'll fail for sure. And I'll be so pissed about it.
Maybe I should not participate with the Homecoming thing. I have to let my friends down bout that. But really, it's cause even now, I have time managing problems with hw's & studying. I procrastinate and probably will never stop. I'm not made to have a a schedule full of activities, I know that and that's why I really shouldn't have signed up. Well, if they can't understand & think I'm making up excuses, then oh freakin' well.

I know, I sound so negative here. But it's probably cause I'm very tired and stressed a bit. Sorryyyyyy! But you knoww, I put on a smile in the public and then save the pessimistic part of me on the blog or something. Promise, next entry would be cheesy and positive.