Unbearable
I'm sick of being here in my stupid house. More like sick of being with my parents. Or more like being with one of them.I hate it the most. I rather have detention to stay at school for an hour or so than to go home right after wards. Any where but here. I just recently spent all my money for their X-mas gifts & they're all b*tching at me. I really wanna return the items now. And just use the money for my haircut. I can't stand to be with them. Why can't they just stop yelling & screaming about stupid matters? It doesn't matter if I get good grades or not, they'll still say something about like "you don't appreciate me" or somthing that's not even true. Part of me feels like I'm going crazy from this. I don't feel like this is my "home" because I feel uncomfortable just being here.
I don't know if it's them who are insane or if it's me, myself. But then again, seems like everything is going insane. I know for sure I have the least tolerance therefore I can't stand to hear the yelling & all that f*cking nonsense. I'm thinking about joining some afterschool activities or something, just to get the fck away.
Hopefully I got the job I just applied to. I'll need the money for sure.
Sigh. Honestly, I enjoy going to school. Better than to stay home.
1 Comments:
Uncomfortable in your own home, has to suck. I know the feeling though. About 3 years ago, I had to move from this house I lived in all of my life. Where I'm at now, still dosen't feel like home to me. It' kinda weird.
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