Panic

I'm afraid I might've broken my wrist or the bones happened to pop upwards. It's so creepy, it's like a noticable bump. I compared it to my other wrist, definitely not normal. I've noticed ever since yesterday...It didn't hurt but now it does & I'm not sure if it hurts only because it's like...like an illusion in my head or something but I'm just kinda panicking. You've no idea how much I hate breaking or hurting my bones, the whole healing process is a pain in the butt & takes too freakin' long. Plus nobody likes being so limited with a cast. My Dad thinks it's nothin.(fact:he always say that about everything) My mom tells me she doesn't have the time to take me to my doctor's. I can't go without my parents, those people in the office won't allow it. It's crazy...i know it's childish but I've sort of felt attached to some people as they seem to make pretty good 2nd parents. It's nice in way...Sometimes. Wow, I've just gotten off topic. But it doesn't matter since this is just a blog. =P