Keepin' It Up

Right now,I'm tryin' to be nerding. Well, I've been. Eversince I got a C & D 2nd marking period. I couldn't believe how much it destroyed my good life & profile. One of them, the D, wasn't even a major subject. It's crazy. But I don't want these grades. Otherwise I can't be in Honors Society. That's the only good thing about me, currently. Honors Society. Because all the other things, are gone. Unfortunately thanks to 2nd marking period's grades I've been givin' up on. And I know for sure that 3rd marking period I did well. All A's & B's. Don't know what my GPA is but hopefully it's the best. I didn't earn some of the grades...It's extra credit from those Saturday schools. And probably pity, from a few teachers. Yeah, I know my grades even though I didn't get the report card, sweet. Well, I wanna keep the grades. 4th marking period, I'm not quite sure I can do it again. We'd have finals in some classes, & I do the worst on those things. I highly doubt in Algebra 2 I can get a B again. I might screw up on the finals and get a D...Like last year. I know for sure Robinson will give us finals. But it's terrifying what the subject will be. The finals don't have to be Algebra 2, it could be Statistics or Calculas. GAY. All other subject I may do well on. Chinese...Well, hopefully I'd get a B or higher. I'm confident, a bit. But I really don't want a C or even worse, a D. Since 4th marking period teachers can override the grades, I guess I'll just be NICE. And suck up. What? Lots of people do it. I care about my grades. I'm sick of getting ugly grades and poor GPAs. Not only that, I'm envious of a certain somebody. And I wanna top their grades. Call it a competetition if you'd like. I don't want colleges seeing the uglyness. Especially since I messed up my ACT. Maybe I wouldn't do too bad on SAT. But that's why I'm "nerding". Okay, I'm trying. Or more like an attempt. Hah. I wish I had a brain like Thelma from Scooby Doo. ( Right Mr. Nap or Mr. Semi-Baldy?) Then I know for sure I'd get into West Chester, Temple, & University of Pittsburgh just like that.