PSSA & PSAT & SAT OMG

PSSA writing was soo easy. The topic was easy! It took me less than a minute to think up of examples & reasons. I never was that stressed about the Writing part though...

We took the PSAT a while ago. We should be getting the results back already. Well I don't know about everyone else, but I didn't get my scores. I never thought about it or more like remember about it. It was an alumni that came & asked me if I had gotten my scores & it made me wonder why we haven't even recieved the results. Okay, I've no idea where or how see the scores. But I'm sure Mr. Williams know about it...I signed up for Collegeboard.com/ which is required for most students here. The site knows I took the PSATs so I'm thinking that maybe I can try getting my scores from that website. It's not that confidential so surely they'll show it to me if they have it. It's stupid to be kinda thinking about it like that but I wanna know so that I can see what mistakes I've made or what kinda questions I need help on.

I need to get ready for the SATs. The actual one, not the SAT prep. I don't feel ready at all, even though I went to three preparation programs. Here's what I think : The programs didn't do squat for me. Why? because the things the teachers went over weren't helpful. They didn't even give the best tips. And these tips I get are the same ones everyone tells me. What's new? Tell me some SAT related tip I don't know about. This is serious. I'm not as worried about the English & grammar part(of course I still have some kind of concern) but I'm extra worried about the Math section. I'm horrible at math. When I took Geometry, I barely paid attention or could even understand the problems. So to be honest I should review or re-learn geometry soon as hell. I may get the hang of Algebra 2, just maybe. I worry I could get less than 400(which is still bad) & well...yeahh...I'm not the type who'll ask for help, no matter how much in desperation I'm in. I should ask a teacher to help me out with the math but...let's just say I'm afraid to look stupid when they show me some steps & expect me to be able to understand easily. Or if they expect me to know to do one fo the steps myself. All my life, I've never asked for help especially for math subjects. Which is why I apparently never do well in it because I never got the hang of Algebra 1. What a shame...I know.