From Insanity To Sanity. Plus, Hire MEEE!

Title says it all. I feel a little more normal now, lol. But I saw a message today, it made me have this hatred inside me...But I can manage.

Holiday season! I applied to a some stores and still, nobody hires me. what's wrong with me? It's just that I don't have job experiences...I'm not asking for a lot of money, dangg. If you guys think you could help me get a job, please...give me hand!!! I need the money for all kinds of expenses.

I'm getting more tired everyday. It's ridiculous!! I need to sleep like 9 hours just to so i won't feel so sleepy in the morning, which i can't ever do. I end up finding myself drinking espresso(a favoriteee, i know, strong caffeine does harm my health.) and maybe Energy drinks if i have some money. Speaking of espresso, I ♥ the Caramel Macchiatto. It's made with skim milk and espresso, surprising that it tastes delicious and less fat than frappicino drinks that they sell. AMP energy drinks by Mountain Dew are awesome too. I have an addiction to energy drinks, actually.

Enough of that, I have no idea what else to say.
Just that I'm in need of a job. It's urgent...Not cause I need money to shop for Christmas gifts but for my own expenses. Not bills but personal needs, miscellaneous, necessities, etc.
Pleaseeee help...I know the economy sucks, that's why it's not easy to find jobs and stuff...