Shattered

I've always had that feeling.
A bad thought,
The negative side of the near future.
When it comes to relationship & deep things,
I'm almost always right.
To think that some time soon you'll break me.
That thought of mine became alive.
Today I had that feeling,
You weren't yourself.
And I found that you're so insecure,
Afraid of what we would face, all the obstacles,
The typical problems.
Something so small, which you have mentioned.
Can't you see, anyone can overcome these things!
But I can't seem to put that into your head.
Here's one obstacle to overcome: your insecurity.
I would never let any obstacle stand in our way.
But it's hard to believe,
Of all people I've looked up to,
Of all people I've admired so much,
Would actually let something like that stand in their way.


------ I'm not feeling so well today. And I don't think I'll feel any better anytime soon. I would like everyone to leave me alone. Please, don't pull any fucking jokes. Don't piss me off either. I've already had enough of reality. I just want to run away...