CRAP!

I'm never serious enough in school. Well every year it's different.I get more serious year after year...But it's never enough. Even now, this isn't my best. I'm just so lazy & keep taking things for granted as always. I don't think I'll ever learn from that. As far as I know, my grades are pretty ugly. Maybe to those who just care about passing would say my grades are decent but that's not what I'm just aiming for. I want to have an honor roll again & whatnot. Having one C is bad enough...I really shouldn't have taking my one class for granted. I'd probably cry over it but that's not gonna get me anywhere.
I'll say that I'm Gonna try much harder this semester but I know on the long run I'll keep forgetting my homework & shit. I don't know. I need to lose the habit,seriously. I'm disappointing myself...But I hope my last semester would better than all grades I've ever gotten...