Blah #3 ( or 4? Lost Track.)

Friday's trip was nice. I enjoyed going to Washington D.C. mostly cause it was nice out and I was with fun people, lol. Pentagon mall is best! I like it a lot. Not cause it's pretty but because they have a lot of stuff in their stores. They're stockd up, that's what I mean. I found very awesome sales, for sure. Definitely shopped, lol. Botanical garden was beautiful! It's like a greenhouse actually. It was humid in their, like the feeling of summer except it's like...Hard to breathe in there, literally. Everything else was ohkay. No wait! we saw diamonds and minerals in a museum! Very awesome! All else was not exactly extraordinary but still cool. The only downside of the trip was some idiot I had to deal with and the 4 hours of traffic while going home. And during those 4 hours, I prank called everyone i the bus that I knew. Even Mr. Saddic, since his cellphone number was on the trip paper, lol. It's funny cause he thought it was this boy Kim and not me. Ohh, I was like a ninja! Oh and by the end of the day I got my mail and it said I'm dismissed from White Williams Scholarship due to my "poor grades" in major subjects. What the heck? My grades still meet the requirements in 2nd semester(which is what they are lookin at) so I get the feeling its a mistake. I heard they made many(or thousands) of mistakes with checks and getting mixed up with students. But I'm not 100% sure. :[

My head hurts right now. And I HARDLY get headaches. Today I was in the car for 30 minutes to go to Cherry hill. It's the first time after the car accident. And it makes me wonder...if the headache has something to do with the accident. I'm kinda scared since I've read many stories and news about people who hurted their head and dead from internal bleeding in their head. Well it's been 3-4 weeks since that time. So I really don't know what's up. I don't if I should worry much since it's just a light headache. Eh, I just took pain reliever...If I still have the headache tomorrow (There better be a tomorrow for me.) then the hell with school, I'm taking my butt to the emergency room. It's funny that how I'm really worked up about this but I'm not afraid of learning how to drive and whatnot...Well, I just hope I'm fine.
NEWSFLASH : Headache went away! OMG YAY!!! Ohkay,now I'm in the mood for some strawberries!

Tiredness & Other Matters

Lately, I've been extra tired! Well, in the morning I can last till 5th period. 6th period, unfortunately, I die off. Like it's crazy but I tired keepin myself up really well but then I could that my brain & everything wanted to shut down completely. I felt like a machine in a way. Because the way that felt, it was like a power outage or something, lol. I have such a weird imagination. Well, I was dizzy that period after several attempts of trying to stay awake. So I gave up and slept on the table. I bet you my freakin' teacher took my participation points away because of that. Oh well, it's not my fault. I think this happens cause...it's that time of the month and for some, you become more drowsy and in some cases dizzy and in crazy cases, you get sick with fever and whatnot. But it's also the fact I stay up a bit late, lol. I've forgotten to have a cup of coffee or AMP because I try to get to school early, around 7:50AM at least. Speaking of waking up early, I can't wait for the D.C. trip on friday! Lol, I feel cheesy. I hope the trip is worth it's money. I feel like bringing a Vietnamese hoagie for lunch but...the only good place that sells the best ones are in Chinatown & 11th and washington &... I'm lazy. And some girl wants me to go to Dunkin Donuts with her for breakfast. Uh...I want to go somewhere closer. Haha. I don't know any corner stores that opens before 7AM though( for some hoagies!) ugh. Oh well we'll figure that out. Maybe i should make some Kimbap & bring it. Who cares if anyone gets disgusted, thinkin it's sushi or whatever(ignorant, i guess).

I tested some facebook chat application for mobile phones. eBuddy is the worst sh*t ever. You hardly recieve your instant messages.(Or was that my internet connection on my phone that was skippin off?) Eh, it's the first to develop facebook chat in it's multi-chat application for phones but it just doesn't seem to function well. Last year when I used it for AOL IM, it worked perfectly fine. So, it probably isn't my connection. Next thing I tried is Palringo. So far, it's good. Who knows it actually suck as I test it more...But I've already found its flaw. It won't save the current messages a friend if you switch to chattin with someone else. Pretty gay, you can't always keep track of everything you've said to the people right?

In Cold Blood

I like the movie itself but the book...Makes me fall asleep. Literally! I mean, it IS interesting but for some reason I tune out while reading and doze off. It's weird. Yesterday i tried to catch up on my reading and half hour later I napped for 3 hours. I wasted my time! Seriously, I only could read 10 pages and I'm knocked out. Ugh. I will keep trying to read it and whatnot but...I'm taking some energy drink just to stay awake, lol.

Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry

You're looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry


You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...

I'm Tired, I Wanna Relax

We should just chill and let our brains relax for today. Seriously. The PSSA wasn't too hard but um...that one math part was, lol. And like we sat on our butts for a long time for 3 days. I don't want to do work, maybe a little but no way am I doing something major. My eyes want to close, lol. What's strange is that when I want to relax, I don't drink any carbonated drinks. Because...it's acidy? Lol, I don't know. It's not refreshing to me. Iced tea is the besttttt. Why? Because it cools you down & definitely is refreshing...depending on what tea it is. Fun facts! Only certain teas are "cooling". Cooling which is suppose to relieve all that build up of fried foods & cheap fast foods. If you have like some soreness of gums or somewhere in your mouth, it could help it calm down. Awesome? some of these types of teas are Chrysanthemum & uh...some other herbal teas?

PSSA Day 3

Everything seemed fine until I got to the last math question. During my break I asked almost every person in the hallway about it. Nobody knew but one of the teachers explained how to get the answer. Okay,they obviously didn't explain well. I was stuck and just went on to the English part. Yeah,I was slow so I went down to the IMC with other kids. I was still on the math problem about the scatter plot. I asked for almost all math teachers' help. They all said I should know how to do it. Well...I don't, same with all the other kids who had the same Math constructed response question. I actuallly cried but I prevented my tears from getting all over the place. I couldn't believe I actually cried about a damn math question... So, I just wrote anything that was formula-ish. Retarded but I think we get the credit for trying...Hopefully.

PSSA Day 2

PSSA Math got harder! Not the English part though...I think. But OMG, I swear as passed through each math problem, I was more and more confused. I recognized doing the problems before but to tell the truth, I forgot them all. Or should I even say forgot? I think it's more like I have always not fully understood doing some formulas, algebraic functions and geometry...Like I've once mentioned before, I hardly asked questions or for help. I ask Mr. Robinson for help in class before...When he explained, I was like..."what?..." Like all that, was like...confusing.(it wasn't like I thought that was a whole nother language, but there are some things I don't understand, DUHH!) I don't know. But everything that I've done to not help myself get better in mathematics, I'm definitely hurting myself. What will the results for PSSA math be? If I do fail, my SAT's in the math section will be a disaster. And actually I think may be too late to admit all that. Basically, I kinda admitted it to Mr. Robinson. It's my fault & I kept bullshitting. Well...he said that. Okay, today is the 3rd day of PSSA so who knows how much harder the math is. I really wish I could ask for help during testing. But you know, I definitely can't. Asking for help now, it's too late. But I think I can do a bit of something for SATs. I'm gonna leave. 7:20AM. Hope it isn't too hard. D:

PSSA - Day One

So we all started out with math. Actually, it wasn't so hard. Except for the geometry parts. I didn't know how to switch around the formulas well...Actually I can't explain what I meant. All I can say is the ones that you have to show your work, were simple. The reading was simple too, the essay stuff...was confusing. Well, when I had gone to the IMC, it was so f8cking noisy. These three girls were such bitches. They talked, non-stop. I really wanted to tell them to shut the F*ck up. Seriously, people are testing and writing the essays. Maybe they're not worked up about how'll they'll do but everyone else does. Luckily, it was easy...Who knows about the next day though. I get the feeling everything will be a lot harder. I know it D:

Mr. Mckenna was right about energy drinks - They make you crash after a bit. That's why I tried coffee today. It's okay, but I crashed...almost. Tomorrow after PSSA's I won't be staying. Seriously... some of the teachers here are still giving us work to do. It's insane! I can't do my best with classwork cause my brain is partially dead after testing. So hopefully my mom gets me outta there :D
Stay tuned for Day Two. Ugh. I know expect the unexpected from the PSSA math.

PSSA

Panic you guys.Well, I'm panicking for a reason. I'm still left with like 2 essays left and that stupid take home test we have to answer essay form. UGH! Why is it that teachers cram in these assignments to us when the grades are going in soon?! Okay so I have to rush through the essays regardless that they might turn out..bad. (But then again whenever I BS on the essay topics we do in English, I do pretty well ,lol.) I just need some time to practice my butt off with PSSA math. I don't care that Mr. Robinson said I'll do fine & get proficient judging by my grade. I'm always lost & whatnot and really, that's not good. You can't make those kind of judgements from studyisland either. They give you the answers(basically!) if you get the answers wrong. Plus you still get the some partial credit from that anyway. Sigh. After we're done with PSSAs, I know I'll go insane in no time. I'd worry what my results are for math. I don't want to let everyone down...I mean we have to make AYP for sure. And I don't want to have an extra class elective next year that I must pass. Stupid. So I HAVE TO pass both. Then I can surely relax. Then all that will start all over again when it comes to SATs on May, lol.

My motherboard got partially "fried". So I gotta buy a new one. I'm not using my money though. I don't want to, lol. Luckily the harddrive is safe. I don't gotta transfer 1033 songs from ipod at least.

Juniors VS Teachers

Haha, I loved it. Not just because of the fact that juniors beat the teachers a whole lot, but cause it's my first time seeing the teachers in action. Last year I have too, but from the window, which was nothing. Plus I didn't know the teachers last year, except for Mr. Riccobono. Seems to me that the male teachers are gettin' a bit old, lol. No offense Mr. Lon! Actually Lon isn't that old, he's in his 30's. I don't know why he just sucked out there, lol. Everyone else who's like 40+, they did pretty okay, to be honest. For Ms. Studebaker to be out there, it's pretty cool. If only Mr. Napiorski played...It would've been interesting, VERY. Mr. Saddic was cool too. Better than Mr. Lon in a way. Wait, I just thought about it, he's older than Mr. Lon...Shouldn't Mr. Lon be better? Hm, maybe it's not about age but about skills?
So I recorded some of it, just some. It looks very un-HD (the video) since my phone's video rec. is VGA type or not that but it's similiar quality. Pictures would be beautiful but when it comes to videos it's not super clear. (That's why I want the Sony Ericsson w995) So I won't be uploading the segment videos. :[
Nice game, overall.I found it funny when Mr. Mckenna attempted to play. Haha, he can throw though.(If I can remember correctly) Too bad my phone was being whack at that moment & couldn't record it. Darn. I hope Mr. Pinto uploads it. :D

Newsflash! Well, not really. I found out I'm not doing so bad in Algebra 2. Mr. Rob told me I wouldn't do too bad in the PSSA. Maybe just get proficient or something. I'm doubtful about my math skills though. He better be right, lol.

Stupid, Stupid, Stupid Computer

I'm pissed off. Yesterrday, I noticed my computer suddenly became very slow. It's not your everyday type of computer lag. It was that peculiar type that gets you wondering what the heck is going on. So I tried getting up the task manager. Didn't happen. Don't know why. So I manually turned the computer off after 10 minutes of staring at the screen. As soon as I turned it back on, it said Windows was corrupted and I tried using the last known settings...Didn't work. In fact the screen turned blue with the message saying some corruption occured. How nice. Turn it back off, And windows was back up and running normal. I ran a virus scan from my Verizon Security Suite. It found no viruses, 5 spywares which weren't too major. I couldn't figure out what was going on...I've always knew I should have done so but I have always been lazy to. I knew since I had the chance, I should immediately back up my data and stuff to something like a disc. So I did, before it would quit working on me. Everything important was copied to my disc, except for my 1033 songs. I'll just have to freakin' upload them back from my ipod with Podshare software...When I get my computer back up or get a new one. At least I didn't lose my two American History essays I worked on yesterday. Hm, I had a feeling that all this time my main computer had been a bit whack, especially the harddrive since it kept saying it went over the capacity.Which I found out was not true cause i checked it. Don't know if I can finish the rest of the remaining 3 (or 4?) essays for American History by Wednesday since the only computer left is my little brother's. He won't always let me use it though so that's pretty much nothing. I'd love to just start with paper and pencil but I need the computer for references and info, plus there's no time for drafts. UGH! Why does my computer have to die on me at the wrong time?! WHAT THE F&*#!

Blah #3

Aiee...I'm tired. I woke up at 5AM today & then went back to sleep. Then when 40 minutes passed I was like ugh...wanna sleep more, lol. Next thing you know, it was 6:15AM. So I definitely had to rush myself. I had to call up Alix just in case she might have not woke up yet for Honors Society meeting. Then I just ran outta the house. I was like standing out there for a while, wondering why it's so dark. It looked like it was 4AM, dark and shady. Well, it was 6:55AM I think and I was trying to speed walk. I mean I was feel weird walkin out in the dark when nobody's awake. I could've sworn I heard footstep following me too, lol. Crazy much? Lucky me I caught up with one of the Honors society members and just walked with them. Haha, I'm not used to walking by myself in the dark, thats all. The meeting was...well it felt pointless but I guess it was something better than last time's. I thought I would feel fine throughout the day cause I didn't feel tired but as soon as it was 2nd period, damn, I wanted to crash. And it's funny cause it was Mr. Lon that was teaching this time. Usually he'd never put me to sleep, forreal. But I was ready to doze off...lol. I couldn't help it. By 5th period I just died. Mr. Kasper kinda woke me up and I kinda missed some notes. Eh...I'll get them from somebody. Good thing I slept only for 7 minutes. I missed like one slide of notes. The good thing was that my 7th period teacher was absent again(hope she's gone tomorrow too, lol, not to be mean) and I just went to some biology class. The kids there were...not innocent but very rude and heartless to the teacher. Ugh, you've no idea how annoying it was to just watch them be idiots during class. Okay, I'm procrastinating at the moment. I'm suppose to start on an essay. Actually, I have like 4-5 essays to finish by wednesday. AHHHHH!!! I believe I can do it by then but I'll go insane afterwards, like last time.

Love The Weather!

Saturday & Sunday's weather was wonderful! Both of the days I just went out to walk around, walk my neighbors' dogs (didn't charged them much...so I didn't earn much), and played tennis & badminton with my friends. Lol, funny because I usually don't like badminton but I really enjoyed it. Probably cause the weather was so relaxing to me. Felt good to not need to wear bulky hoodies and extra layers of shirts. I guess you could say I'm missing summer. But i don't want time to go by too quick. I'm afraid of the PSSA, ACT, & especially the SATs. Well, mainly the PSSA & SATs. I'll ace the english and perhaps the writing parts but for sure I'll fail the math. I never studied for the math sections. Don't ask me why, I keep forgetting and procrastinating. Horrible.

Too bad next week's weather will be chilly. I hate the cold weather, I like it better when it's warm.
I can't go on blogger that much anymore. My internet (DSL) has been going wack, more than before. It disconnects both of my computers from the internet and yeah that really sucks. So if I can register my cellphone to blogger, I'll be on it just as often as before. I need to call in those damn DSL idiots, since my dad never does anything about it. I forgot to mention that out of nowhere I'm able to go online with my phone. For a while now I'm not paying for it since it hasn't shown up in my phone bills. Awesome! But I think this is temporary...Surely the company would find out someday, lol. But I hope not.

Trip Plan & Blah

It's pretty early to think about it, but why not? I was thinking we should plan a trip for the summer! Or maybe spring break, whatever. Most likely summertime. I don't know if I can plan this all alone so, if anybody would want to come, help me out! Text or hit up the cell about it. Otherwise we can talk about it in school. I already got a few people but you know the more the merrier. Please don't say you can plan it and come with us for sure if you will end up saying you can't come along on the trip date. That wastes time and can wreck the plan. If you have a car or can drive a long distance, by all means say so! Unless you're a reckless driver, I've enough of car accidents, seriously. But I plan on taking the NJ transit for the trip. The plan is that we're going to Seaside Heights , NJ. I think that's like 60miles from here. We MIGHT stay there for 3 days or less. Unfortunately they have no hotels and only cheap motels. I've found Sunburst Motel (Starburst?) to have the best ratings/reviews than anywhere else. Seaside Heights have a beautiful & not dirty beach. A lot cooler compared to Atlantic City's. they also got a Boardwalk , no idea how long it goes. There have some amusement park/ pier ! We'll have to find that, lol. Everyone pays their own expenses! But when it comes to the motel, we all chip in so it seems cheaper :] (That's why I said the more the merrier!)

trips will cost us something for sure. Lucky me I at least have money from other sources(though I'm saving some for college). I never got any of the jobs, unfortunately. The grocery place still didn't need anyone after my cousin left. Gay. Well, one extra person who's somewhat my cousin works there as well. She's going to leave that place soon since she already has another job. Surely they'll hire soon...Sigh. I'll look into one cafe place first though.