Alvin's Memorial

The memorial was actually pretty nice. Although it did made me shed a few tears, it's okay. I don't feel as sad as before. Or traumatized. Time heals us all. Well...I suppose it does so for some of us. Alvin's family, you can tell they tried holding an expression to not show that they're actually sad as (or mad) as hell. That's why his father cried while trying to make a a little speech. I feel better that I came to the memorial for Alvin. So maybe I may not go to the Viewing. I can't say I know him enough to go to the viewing. And of course that means I'm not coming to the funeral. But was thinking to have a quick visit for the viewing. I can't decide but I think I'll make up my mind soon. I think I'm still traumatized by sunday. That's probably why I feel like I want to go his viewing just so I wouldn't think of it anymore. I don't know.
I hope Ms. Nelson recovers from that tragic day. Eversince, I've been seeing her look as though she cried not long ago or taking it pretty hard. It's not all pity here, and I guess you could say that I worry a bit. Even Julie...But even more I could tell the family took it worse. That's their kid, you know?